Feeling so low and stressed… Living with my single, emotionally abusive mother since last November. It’s just me and her at our home. Scored low marks in neet 2020(fully my fault; I was careless in my preparation)… Diagnosed with Irritable bowel syndrome in February due to the stress… The SGE specialist who diagnosed me literally told my mom and her constant nagging might be one of the reason for my stress. 3months of lockdown went by arguing with my mom over silly stuff, crying and depressed… I can’t even keep a diary with me in my room… Tried to get away from here by taking whatever seat that might be available for my rank in neet 2020… but it turned out to be a failure…
Now got eligible for jipmer with barely enough marks…
Two days before sudden ray of hope bloomed in my mind and started preparing again. But I just can’t keep up with my mother’s constant accuse and her words thrown at me… can’t even go to a library at this time… Feeling emotionally drained and anxiety…
Look at this situation from your mother’s perspective she is single insecure and you are her only hope.Maybe that’s why she is pressuring you.Remember one thing our parents always love us and are much more bothered about our future than us. Even if she scolds you don’t take it to heart. Take it with a pinch of salt. Analyse where you are going wrong in reading and preparation. Concentrate more on subjects which you find tougher and unable to answer in entrance examinations. Iam sure you can do it and will come out from depression. My best wishes for your future. Also please don’t neglect your mother.
Focus on your own happiness and just ignore her if she is abusive. Prepare timetable and stick to your progress, don’t take ppl who can’t maintain their own happiness their words personally.Be happy by urself. I hope this helps you