I want to do pg but now too afraid bcz i don't know what is this govt doing,

I want to do pg but now too afraid bcz i don’t know what is this govt doing, I m working bcz of financial issues but I felt that mbbs is not enough, I want to do pg but I don’t know when will I select? I was thinking that will prepare with job so if not this year than next year, but I will.not give up. Now what should I do? Very afraid bcz if I won’t be select this year or next year than what will happen with me, I can’t study with fear bcz already suffering from depression and it’s too difficult to take burden so I decided that I will do preparation till my slcn whatever time required like one year, two year, three year but now m thinking this govt can do anything. Pls give correct information if somebody knows about that