I was looking my dream branch seat in one of the deemed college

Sorry for this post…
I was looking my dream branch seat in one of the deemed college which I desired to take in my rank… and I was very sure I’ll get it if no one put up the choices simply for fun.
One students just few rank before me has taken up my desired branch and the most heart breaking thing to see is that the same student didnt go that college and that seat has gone vacant. Now I got alloted to totally new state… I still feel angry on that student, consciously or subconsciously I’ll keep cursing that student everyday…

I don’t understand when they are not ready to join that particular college why do they even want to keep those colleges in their option. Neither they nor they allow the students who desires for that particular college to join.