LONG POST ALERT
Myself Ayush Agrawal , from thinking of changing medical career to leaving a MS Ortho seat in 2022 to securing neetpg’23 AIR- 6313 , not an outstanding rank but good enough.i have came a long way and here is my journey how mentally strong I (avg student) became in this preparation journey
So it starts before my UG days , I was always fascinated seeing my mausa mausi being doctors,my parents always praising doctors so much that I thought being a doctor itself is such a big thing.
I took drop and and during counselling last round I was getting Pvt clg (no donation) , I was thinking ok somewhat PMT is cleared , I was just proving my parents that pmt can be cracked by me too. since I come from small town , and I was not happy about taking that pvt seat but seeing my parents so happy and they said go ahead and take it , I took the seat …
I was never proud of myself , never mentioned my clg name in any of my social profiles , never posted a pic in white coat , all I was thinking - I could have done better if I had good guidance and all .
I didn’t even liked doing mbbs , it was always like so much to study and I can’t do it , couldn’t even tell parents to leave the seat because of bond and fees . Thought of changing the profession and was always thinking I can never clear neetpg.i had no exposure in my clg .
Then came internet world , came across MARROW in my final year ,the more and more I watched the beautifully designed lectures ,I started to understand the subjects, to enjoy the profession and vast learning it had to offer… i focused on building my base and concepts strong.
1 month before neetpg’22 , I studied 5-6 hrs per day and thought I did my best , after taking few days off after the exam and before result announcement , I realized what if I had studied like this whole year , before UG I was complaining of not getting proper guidance , now I have all kind of guidance and best faculties teaching , am I really being honest to myself? , I knew I have so much room to improve , deep inside I knew I have not given my best.
Result came I got 20.8k rank , was thinking of taking dnb ortho but than remembered all those thoughts … so decided to study till last round ,to be honest to myself and give my best this time for the biggest exam of my life , if I’ll b able to study properly I’ll continue it otherwise will opt for something. I had the best luck and was getting MS ortho from best clg of my state in stray round, but my studies were also going good , made a tough decision and left ortho to continue study because by this time I developed confidence and was ready to accept any result but only after I had done my best and finally neetpg’23 I got 6313.
The institute and branch matters to me to some extent but what I cherish the most is
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Got confidence in myself
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Learnt to make decisions
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Learnt to take risks only after self analysis of my potential
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Feeling proud after doing honest work and being honest to myself
These things are more important to me , which I believe will help me lead a better life ahead
Lastly thanking all the marrow faculties and marrow team for building such a user friendly app.
Special thanks to Rohan Khandelwal sir – following him on insta made me believe that surgeons can have good balanced life too !!
Sakshi Arora Hans mam – never seen a teacher so kind and so dedicated for her students , GURU is the right word for u mam
Manisha Sinha Budhiraja mam … never had practical exposure of ENT in my clg but u made the subject so imaginable to me that it almost felt like clinical class
signing off !thankyou for reading this to the last !
inicet nov '21- 18000
inicet may’22 - 14000
neetpg’22- 20.8k
inicet nov’22- 6.5k
neetpg’23- 6313