I am in my house for 1.5-2years doing no jobs

I am feeling frustrated after watching many of my batchmates are getting PG. I am in my house for 1.5-2years doing no jobs. I have completely wasted my 1year of life doing nothing, no movies, no going out with friends and most importantly not even studying. That time I never felt like studying or making myself useful. I dont know what happened with me that time, I was in totally isolated phase then. Now when I have started studing after NEETPG’21…I feel discouraged. What should I do? Should I study hard? Can I get Pg by this time. I feel like I am good for nothing, totally worthless. I am feeling like I should quit.
No funny comments please and dont mock. I really feel devastated at this point of life. What can be the best option for me?
If anyone can suggest that will be thankful.
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These days, the eyes of the wife are looking like the contractor whose labor is smoking cigarettes while sitting empty.

Is there anything else left to do then to give ur best for the upcoming exam?

i have to revise some subjects. Few i have but couldn’t memorize much

I was same at your position… didn’t prepare, didn’t work … But atlast to survive we need those degree , if you want to specialise in… in that case , start preparing with easy subjects , it gives you confidence and alternate with a tough subject … you can crack through. And make time to go out in ur free time …all the best

First stop knowing whether u frnd got pg Or not… Stop seeing telegram, face book… Just go for a walk with ur headphone… Just do what u like… Like binge eating or binge watching movies , go out for a day… Fix ur mind tat next 2 months will be hard… This my final chance… If I overthink… The cycle repeats and mainly u should have 100 percent faith in… Be smart about u study plan… And next u r gonna crack neet pg 2022