I finally joined MD paediatrics in my state college. And today is my 2nd day as a resident

Hello Guys!!

I finally joined MD paediatrics in my state college. And today is my 2nd day as a resident.

I am already exhausted on my first night duty. I am so overwhelmed with everything happening that I an lost. I feel I don’t know anything. I have started doubting my decision making ability. I feel i cannot make decisions at that speed.

No doubt I loved paediatrics as a subject but now I am having second thoughts of continuing with paediatrics.

I having thoughts of leaving paediatrics and take up some other branch. I feel paediatrics is not meant for me. Please help guys what should I do

Every branch you go …on the first 2 months you will find yourself clueless, everything will seem overwhelming. Every moment you will start cussing yourself why did you take it. But believe me, be a stupid for the time being, give yourself some time and everything will start falling in place. Then you will start loving what you do. Pediatrics is a wonderful branch and you got it by working so hard. Don’t leave it. Many people dream of it but luck doesn’t favour them. Go for it with determination and diligence.