I need help....took a lot of time to address this issue but

I need help…took a lot of time to address this issue but…all these postponements have different meaning for different people, for me it is something as bad as it could be …because everybody has left me including my own mother, I had been a topper during my mbbs days , was scoring good in the mock tests too, but it seems like my own mother is taking revenge from me she has started taunts regarding the less no of proposals I am getting ,regarding my bad deeds the reason of all these postponements and regarding my poor financial condition ,regarding my increased weight due to long hrs of sitting., I have heard that people change depending on ur failures and success bt family does too …cannot even imagine it, I am not even a dropper…it was my v first attempt…and I scored decently in inicet Nov too ,…How to cope up we ds all …don’t know…
May be till the actual exam happens …I would be emotionally so broken that won’t get anywhere, at times I wish if I would hv never chosen mbbs…

U never knew how strong u r until being strong is the only choice left out…be patient have persistence n I’m sure u r going to win…