I’ve taken up paediatrics and I’m feeling I’ve done the biggest mistake in my life

I’ve taken up paediatrics and I’m feeling I’ve done the biggest mistake in my life. When I had the chance of getting dermat/radio i chose paediatrics just because it was in my hometown. Now I’m regretting every bit of it. Not at all able to handle the stress. Everyday feels like a year. Want to quit and write exam again. But cannot pay the huge penalty… going into anxiety and depression. Everyone says that hold on it’ll get better… but I’m clueless. Don’t know what to do

Consult a psychiatrist for anxiety

Keep calm this shall pass ,only first year is hectic , after pg you can choose how you work or do any ss in chill course

If you can’t handle then talk to your department heads about mental issues you are facing, if they don’t give heed to your mental health do stop your duties