Im 2017 …intern complited…i m a dropper…doing medical officer job in between…given neet pg many times after 2017…in this neet i just have qualifying marks…i feel everyday my failure…i regreat everyday…i feel that i m worse girl,dumb girl,very less confident, sometime go through suicidal thoughts…i have bf…he supports me a lot…still iam not cop up with my failure…depression…age factor is also there…i have not any purpose why i am living…all batchmates are ahead of me…most of them married and have kid…and live their life happily…i m stucked…everyday pray to god …i dont want to live anymore…i m burden on my parents…people called me a good doctor wen i treated them…but now my confidence is no more for anything…
Neet pg is not everything mam…u r saying u hv a supprtv bf & ur parents r suprtv too…u r doing govnt job…u r atleast doctor…to bcm doctor its someone’s dream think of tht… someone’s dream is to get govnt job… someone’s dream to come to ur place…all see people who is below u who is struggling to come to ur place…in life sometimes havng money & getting a degree z nt evrythng…ur health ur surrounding persons family peace these r all thngs whch wl matter at the end of day…MD is just an add on to ur degree & wl just boost ur income & position nothing more…bt still u wl survive as u r alrdy a doctor…all the best to u & hope u wl get ur desired branch in future…